Days 5&6&7

Hello people of the Earth :)
How is everything going on in your life?? Hope everyone is enjoying the last weeks of school. For me I still have one till the finals, and I think I will kinda miss the school. I'm not a nerd, I just love seeing my friends and hang out with them. After school is over, I don't know if I will be able to see them again or not. 'Couse you see, since I just moved here, they we are not really that close. when we are in class yeah we are a little bit, but not the kind that they tell me when they are going out and those stuff if you know what I mean. And if you haven't tried it before, I'll tell you, it sucks! knowing that they are going out having fun, and you are just sitting in your house, with nothing to do. :/
But, there is always a good thing on everything right? even if you didn't see it right away, there is and it will show up at some point. :) So my good thing in this, is our yearbook is here (HORRAY) 

And since I wasn't there the first semester, I had no picture of myself in it. So one of my friends draw a picture of me in the Sophomores section. Which I think is really sweet and kind from her.

And I managed to find some people to sign it for me, one of my good friends there called Xariana wrote a whole page for me :) And I think it was the sweetest one, because I think it is the most honest one in there. It might not be true, but that's how I think it is. And I really want to keep it that way ;)

Prom was also the past Friday. If you read what is written in the picture above, you would know that I didn't go. Why you might ask, because my mom said no. And since I don't drive, I can't just run away. And no one of my friends drive yet. So, I couldn't run away. Even if there was, I don't think I would do it. But oh well.

Everyone was posting pictures about it. And I got really pissed that I couldn't make it, but I can do nothing so I have to accept it. 

You might be confused right now, because I'm a sophomore and I can go to prom? Well you see my school is closing next year, so they just made the prom available to everyone, from freshmen to seniors. It is weird but oh well. They are closing. 

I also had a girls scout meeting on Friday, which was fun. And no, I'm not too old for girls scout :P deal with it. It was quite interesting, we were talking about making a fundraiser for our troop and how are we suppose to raise money. And today I went to Starbucks in the morning with my mom and the the girls scout couches so we could talk in details about the fundraising. And yes, I was the youngest one there, why I was there? That is a very good question actually, you see there were thinking maybe I could say something there, but it is kinda out of the topic. What am I talking about? We are making an open discussion for out fundraiser. This should be fun right? 

Hopefully :)

Thanks for reading .. If there is anyone reading. I really don't know!

Hope there is... Or I will be writing all this for nothing. 

Contact me??

Twitter: https://twitter.com/HoudaHashemxx

Email me if you want someone to talk to, or for any other reason you want ;)

- huda.butterfly@gmail.com

- huda.hashem@hotmail.com

#Smile ;)

Houda xx

Day 4

Do you know that feeling where you feel like you are left alone and no one cares about  you? Or what will happen to you, couse you are not worth it?

Or that moment when you see everyone is having fun, and you are just sitting on the corner, watching them enjoying their life and no one is even talking to you, or paying attention to you.

Yeah that's how school is for me now. I just moved to the states like 6 months ago, and still I'm not used to the school and all the people there, I still think they hate me, but they don't know me. They didn't even give me a chance to show then who is really me. And next yeah I'm re-changing my school again. And that would be my fifth new school on the row. But back in Syria (where I was before I moved here) it wasn't like that. I used to be the outgoing-fun-known-by-everyone-girl and I miss that. I used to hang out with all types of people, go out with them and hanging out with them. But here, I'm always alone, and when they want to hang out they never tell me about it, because they think I'm not cool enough, or whatsoever. But next year I'm going to new school, bigger one. I'm going to find someone there right? Hope so.

If anyone of you out there wants a friend? Or someone to talk to email me. :) 

-huda.butterfly@gmail.com

-huda.hashem@hotmail.com 

Twitter: https://twitter.com/HoudaHashemxx 

Thank you for reading xx

-this picture is actually one of my Photography ;)

Day 3

Good evening people of the Earth :)

How is everything going on in your life? Hope everything is going on well in yours. 'Couse as for mine, I've had better. But it's okay, nothing too bad.

Tomorrow is my physical science EOCT, and I'm probably going to fail it, but oh well, that's all what I got. And I also want to start going to the gym tomorrow, but not sure of that, couse we might go shopping tomorrow! And I've been thinking about what should I do in the summer if I stayed here in Alpharetta, and got nothing new. Not really surprised, I really have no idea what else to do in my life. I'm hopeless :') 

But, I wanna buy a new camera, but not sure which one yet. I want it to be professional, but not too expensive. Any ideas?? Tell me if you got any.

Do you know that moment when you wish you had a boyfriend/girlfriend to hold your hand? Or hug you and show you that you are loved? And needed? Well I think that would be me until I get married.

Here is another photo from my photography. 

Thanks for reading ;) 

Contact Me? 

Email: -huda.butterfly@gmail.com

- huda.hashem@hotmail.com

My Twitter: https://twitter.com/HoudaHashemxx

Love,

Houda xoxo

- I don't know if you can read it, but anyways it says ( HoudaHashemPhotography) which means ME!

Day 2

Hello, and welcome to another day of my life!
Today, we had a party at my geometry class because we finally are done with our EOCT. It was okay, not the best but better than the last one. Other than that, school was pretty much normal, this Friday it will be the school Prom! And guess who is going? NOT ME!!
You see, almost everyone I know is going, but I am not! Why? Because my mom didn't allow it. Oh well, I'm not missing that much right? I'm not like gonna die if I didn't go. And besides, Juan promised to tell me everything. Hopefully he will keep his promise. And besides, it is not that bad that I will never be able to go to prom. Is it? I don't know. I know I sound like a little crying baby, but hey! I am the one who is not going to be able to go to prom in like, EVER? Oh well, do I care? yeah a little bit. Does it hurt? Kinda. Am I stopping my life on this? No way! Then what are you going to do? Carry on like I don't care. :')
And guess who is getting fat by the day? ME!! The worst part is when your dad notices it, and start bringing it put couple times in front of everyone, it is really embarrassing  Even my brother is working out and getting in shape. So I decided that I am going to start going to the gym, I was suppose to go today, but lazy me ( and because my brother didn't really welcomed me to go with him ) I decided that I will go after the physical science EOCT, which is Wednesday  and I am probably going to fail it, terribly  But I really don't know what to do! So I'm just going to pretend that I don't care, hopefully the mask will work? Maybe who knows.
I know my Blog isn't the best, I mean probably no one is reading this anyways. Even I prefer the ones with actual stories in it, and people talking and actual events in it. Maybe some drama too? But those stuff you only find them in books, and fairy tales  This is real life people! I don't have the best house, nor the best life. But I try to enjoy with the things I have.

Thank you for reading ..  If there is anyone who is actually reading.
Contact me maybe? Email me if you need someone to talk to, or just to tell a stranger about your problems so no one you know will even know, and you will make your heart feels better.
Email: - huda.butterfly@gmail.com
- huda.hashem@hotmail.com
Twitter: https://twitter.com/HoudaHashemxx

Day 1

Whatsapp people!!
Yeah I know I'm weird, deal with it. Today I really didn't do much, I kinda had a lazy day in my room, went out to early dinner with the family, which ended up terrible! I was really tired when we came back.
But I had a lot on my mind, like what am I going to do in the summer? I would probably end up doing nothing, but what I wanna do is that I want to start a YouTube channel! You think anyone would watch it? Probably not, I think I will end up just canceling it maybe? I don't know!!
I also really want to go and deal with little kids I don't know why, I mean I like kids, but I don't like my brothers. That's normal right? I think so. So I want to volunteer somewhere maybe? But I still need to find a ride so that's probably won't happen. I know what you are thinking, I'm 16 why don't I have a license? It is because I just moved to the states, and I don't haven Green Card, it is kinda complicated, so yeah I don't even have primate :/
But I might as well go to Lebanon, that would be awesome! Couse I will be able to see some of my family and my old friends, it would be super cool and amazing! If I didn't go there I might invite myself over to my friend's house, in Philadelphia, PA but also I don't think my mom would let me go! But I really want to! So all what I can do for now is hope and well try to accomplish as much of these stuff as possible!!
One of the things that I really hope one day it will happen is have my own show! Or be a physiological! That would be so cool, and I will also keep my photography as a hobby! Or actually go on a real show, like Ellen, or anything like that ( I'm not that good at TV shows, I don't have TV we just moved here. Deal with it) and actually be someone people look up to!
And of course meet some ( a lot ) of famous people! And be really good friends with them :)
And if I got lucky I might even get married and have some kids? And if not I will have an apartment and I will be able to decorate it the way I want it to be! And I will be FOREVER ALONE!! That doesn't sound really bad actually.
Oh well, that's it for today :)
If you read this, please keep reading my blog and share it maybe?
My Email: -huda.butterfly@gmail.com
- huda.hashem@hotmail.com
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Thank you for your time :)
Houda xoxo

Couple Things About Me.

Hello Bloggers around the world! 
My name is Houda; H: helpful, O: original, U: unique, D: delightful, A: Amazing. Yeah I spent some time figuring that out. I'm 16 and this blog will be about my thoughts, dreams, life and basically everything about me. So if you are reading this, I am really glad that someone out there is reading this! :)
To get to know me better, I am going to tell you guys few things about myself and my life. I have 4 siblings, 3 brothers, and one little sister. I am a Muslim, and I just moved to the states. I used to live in Syria ( if you don't know it then all I'm going to tell you for now is that now it has this big revolution in it. And it is getting worse and worse, you can Google it). I used to be one of the most outgoing, fun, and carefree girls, the one who cares about everyone and if you need someone to talk to, I would be there for you. I am not the most girly girl, and I like it that way. I love being unique and acting weird so people would smile and laugh. 
I love cooking, photography, and reading. I hurt my self a lot while I'm using my bicycle, line-skates, and everything else. 
This is it for now. Hopefully I will update more. 
If you need someone to talk to, just email me, or inbox, or whatever you feel like it. I might be young, but try me, I've helped someone who is older than me couple times before ;)

If you read this, please keep reading my blog and share it maybe? 
My Email: -huda.butterfly@gmail.com
- huda.hashem@hotmail.com
My Twitter: https://twitter.com/HoudaHashemxx