Day 4

Do you know that feeling where you feel like you are left alone and no one cares about  you? Or what will happen to you, couse you are not worth it?

Or that moment when you see everyone is having fun, and you are just sitting on the corner, watching them enjoying their life and no one is even talking to you, or paying attention to you.

Yeah that's how school is for me now. I just moved to the states like 6 months ago, and still I'm not used to the school and all the people there, I still think they hate me, but they don't know me. They didn't even give me a chance to show then who is really me. And next yeah I'm re-changing my school again. And that would be my fifth new school on the row. But back in Syria (where I was before I moved here) it wasn't like that. I used to be the outgoing-fun-known-by-everyone-girl and I miss that. I used to hang out with all types of people, go out with them and hanging out with them. But here, I'm always alone, and when they want to hang out they never tell me about it, because they think I'm not cool enough, or whatsoever. But next year I'm going to new school, bigger one. I'm going to find someone there right? Hope so.

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-huda.butterfly@gmail.com

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-this picture is actually one of my Photography ;)